The room is still for the first time in a long time. 

There aren’t flashing lights that are messing with my head and distracting me. 

There are no intrusions to stop me from doing any important task I had that day. 

The door isn’t constantly opening and closing 

My family isn’t consistently walking in asking me if I want something, even though no matter what I say they will give to me whatever they think I need at that time 

There is no one to bother me.

All I want in that moment is to be alone just wanting to deal with my own problems by myself, but if my family was here they wouldn’t let me because no matter what they will never leave me alone because of the love they have for me.